Does loving the work that you do not matter any more because you are prevented from doing so many other things that you love ( Read more... )

I hate being sick. Hacking and gagging and sneezing makes everything else seem worse. I am not in a very good mood today. I'm feeling crappy about work. Annoyed that I'm missing not one, but two super cool things this saturday (Atlantia University and the big anniversary party of some really nice people in Storvik who invite me to this thing ( Read more... )

This weekend was completely wonderful. It was my first camping event since Pennsic two years ago, my first camping event with Atlantia, and my first event camping event since Pillaged Village. I had SO MUCH FUN. It was mostly calm and chilling. I watched some fighting. I hung with the Baron and Baroness (who are very cool people - I want to be ( Read more... )

I have come to the recent realization that I missed several years of my life. Somewhere around late winter to early spring of my sophomore year I faded away from reality. The depression and rage I was feeling became so great that I just crawled inside myself and hid. Theories abound as to how I got to be so messed up - a combination of the wrong ( Read more... )

Ok, I officially am impressed with myself ( Read more... )

I keep having moments of intermittent clarity. Between them, there is dust settling and confusion swirling. I can feel the drama bubbling under the surface and I can feel the changes about to take hold. I don't know what exactly is going to happen, but I know that something is about to happen ( Read more... )

since I updated this thing. And there are as many thing that I should write as there is time that has passed. Instead I am just going to post these lyrics. Shakira is an amazing song writer, even if the stuff that makes it onto the mainstream airplay is the generic booty shaking stuff (which is also pretty awesome).

( Dreams for Plans )

A few people have asked lately what I am up to lately, so here goes ( Read more... )

Sorry if that last post sounded uber-depressed and messed up ( Read more... )

( Wierd words floating through my mind )