I really have no fucking clue right now. I am so compleatly livid at my old roommate right now, I'm seriously thinking of stripping her of everything she has ( Read more... )

I never thought that I'd be so happy to be back in a classroom. Let me give you the story ( Read more... )

Why do I bother? I ask myself this all the time. I just can't figure it out. Everytime I turn around... I get involved with guy and things end up getting all fucked up. I'm so sick and tired of the Drama! People need to learn to fucking shut up for a minute and listen. I don't need to be in the middle of confrontation that doesn't even involve me. ( Read more... )

It's all over! I am so done with Marc. He's pissed me off beyond belief. Everytime I turn around, he's just proving my point more and more. He lies, and now he's been stealing from me. I'm so sick and tired of all the fucking shit I could fucking rip him apart! He asks me today if he could have a cigarette. Sure, go for it. I go to have one later, ( Read more... )

Things have gone to hell in a handbag the last couple of days. If you don't wanna read about me pissin' and moanin', I'd suggest that you skip this post ( Read more... )

Yeah so, Kristopher's just barely 3 months old and I'm finally back to work. I just finished my first day. I'm a janitor now *ponders if that's a good thing*. I basically work on call for now at schools in the Evergreen district. Today was a slightly different story though... I had to go all the way out to Ridgefield H.S. for work today. I can't ( Read more... )

As of 2:14am, January 29th, 2005, I'm offically a mommy! It's very exciting to me. My lil boy is just more than adorable. I thought that it'd would be so hard for me the first couple of weeks, but I've been really lucky with Kristopher. He's such a lil angel. I'm waiting for him to grow out of that. I keep expecting things to get harder and worse. ( Read more... )

Can't I just be done? I feel so sick of being pregnant. I feel that I've got zero sex appeal, that I'm not prepared, that I'm just ready to fall apart, I just want to be done!!! I know that every time I get into a depressed mood, for the last 4 months, I've been blaming Dan. Ok, so not the last four months, but a lot more lately than not. I don't ( Read more... )

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This is sad. It's 3:40 in the morning, and I can't seem to get to sleep. I'm in Vancouver, yet again, where I'm supposedly most relaxed, and I've been trying for the past half hour to go to sleep. I don't know what my problem is. My body just isn't tired. I'm hoping that if I zone out enough on the computer that maybe I'll get tired ( Read more... )