you alone make everything i didn't know was wrong, right. was anything ever right before you? the touch of your hand grounds me to this earth. was there an earth before you? your kisses make me realize i am actually alive. was i alive before you? i love you with all my heart. did my heart beat before you? no, no, no and no my love. you are

I thought I'd been in love a few times in my life. Not many but maybe twice. I have to say though, that until now, I have never been in love before. Everyone can doubt me and say we wont work and it's too fast. The world itself could be plotting against us and I would stand by you and still be happy if and because you love me. I don't know how ( Read more... )

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auntie evie's got cancer.
i love her so much.
i saw her today and she's disappointed in me.
she's going to die disappointed in me.
grandma doesn't know yet.
i always said it would be one after the other.
i'm not ready.
she is.
she says 95 is enough.
i don't want her to die disappointed in me.
i don't want her to die.

"I’m an addict. The thing that people don’t get is that there isn’t some fucking magical pill you can take to stop you being that addict." - Kelly Osbourne

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okayyy..so, i've lost some of the words in my head. argh... mad at myself for my phone being off..missed some very important phone calls i think..wont be able to talk to gino for like, a month, hope it doesn't rain tomorrow, gotta remember to be stronger than you...ok i think that's it.

this is the first time in my life i've ever had bags under my eyes. how long can a person walk around with this level of hate before something bad happens?