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The moment Shawn told me "I'm going in for surgery", we were packing.
I was so scared. Nothing can hurt Shawn, he's a rock. When we got to the hospital I was suddenly afraid to see him, hooked up to tubes and machines. But it melted away when it was proven and sure that he was okay.
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I had ONE shot of rum with some orange juice in it to make it less disgusting and it turns out I haven't eaten today! It's no-pants-o'clock! -
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So copy-pasting this from my mom's facebook messages to save in case this situation keeps exploding ( Read more... ) -
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I have been carefully avoiding the realization that I live for nothing right now, but it finally caught up. It caught up when the glee of having all of my Christmas gifts finished, Jon had wrapped them, and his mother had us move them out of the way of whatever it was she wanted. They sat piled on a chair. A miserably small pile. I felt all my ( Read more... ) -
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Okay, here's hoping the LJ writer's block thing broke the dam maybe a little bit. I've now had zero hours for three weeks at GameStop (why won't they just lay me off?) and I'm panicking. I'm trying put that energy towards bettering myself rather than my normal routine of just fucking worrying and twitching and crying. So I'm trying to get back ( Read more... ) -
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Halloween is my favorite holiday. I love giving people things for Christmas, but that holiday invariably comes with a lot of guilt and disappointment, where Halloween doesn't usually come with those strings ( Read more... ) -
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I have a friend who is a college-age (but not currently in college) male. He is in an abusive household--first at least one of his parents was hitting him, and now the oldest of his younger siblings has found that funny and started doing it too ( Read more... ) -
In which I vent--don't bother reading
Fun stuff about my icon that I haven't used in forever: When I played FF7 Crisis Core, and Sephiroth uncovered Jenova, she was the same as she had always been with one exception: Her eyes were bright violet and focused directly on Sephiroth's face. This change in the always-the-same scene rattled me (which I loved), since Jenova is depicted ( Read more... )