I should have seen it coming...but i didn't. I should have been prepared, but i wasn't. I should be so hurt, but i'm not. I should care more, but i don't. Doyle just told me he kissed another girl. A girl i thought was my friend, a girl who i was supposed to room with at District Honor Band (i made principle mallet by the way), a girl i should ( Read more... )

Some people may know the severe amount of drama in my life that has revolved mainly around two certain people... Those two people came by my house today.... to wish my mother a Happy Thanksgiving.... Grrr ( Read more... )

I've got my drivers license now...go me... So far though, i've yet to drive anywhere by myself. My mom's let some people use my van, so i've been borrowing the Explorer. I get my van back on wednesday, so maybe i'll be able to drive places then. It's really funny though, while i haven't gone anywhere by myself, i've only gone places with Doyle ( Read more... )

My birthday was great...then it kinda sucked...but oh well. School was fun, i got lots of birthday wishes from all my friends and even a coke from my Biology teacher, Dr. Ellis. i went for supper at Johnny Corino's in Albany with my mom, step-dad, grandparents, and Doyle. That was okay...i recommend the baked four cheese manacotti...it was ( Read more... )

I've discovered the one thing that might piss me off more than people talking about my friends: People talking about my friends and saying things that aren't true or saying my friends did things that they would never do ( Read more... )

Okay, so i usually think its kind of odd when people post lyrics and such...but yeah, thats okay. Even though there's not much to this song, i find myself listening to it a lot right now...and yeah... I dont even particularly listen to Evanescence..but i like this song...plus i can play it on the piano...which i think everyone can, but thats okay ( Read more... )

Alright, so i've figured ito ut, i'm actually for once officially over Aaron...like..for real. Ya know howi k now, this is how i know: The other day i got an e-mail from him, and it said 'Hey, i really wanna talk to you, if you dont wanna thats cool but please give me a call.' He then proceeded to list his numbers and such. Then i got online ( Read more... )

Well i've possibly had the weirdest dream of my life...part of it...well most of it really, i won't write down, because i just wont. But the first part was odd. I ordered this shirt...and its in my school's colors and says I Belong To The Band. Cause i'm in the band...hehehe...yeah, actually i just liked the way the shirt looked.... Anyways, it ( Read more... )

I dont think i like being sick... Actually i know i don't. Well, alright, so i'm not sick yet...but it's comin. Only a matter of time now... I hate it though, because you know those annoying people in class that are always blowing their noses or sniffing or coughing? Yeah, thats me this week. I cant hear, cant talk, and as horrible as this is ( Read more... )

Well....my life has steadily gone downhill, without moving an inch. Imagine that. I got my homecoming pictures back today, it happens to be one of the best pictures i think i've ever seen of me....ever.... but anyways, doyle came over today, but he was tired so i rubbed his back and he went home. I migh have carpal tunnel instead of arthritis ( Read more... )