i love how everyone just seems to be too goddamn busy for me.

it makes you feel great!

sometimes. i just want to kill people ( Read more... )

have you ever been so jealous of someone that it consumed you. well i have. i mean im so freaking jealous of this person that i hate myself for it. they're so happy and have a great life. know where they're going and who's going with them.. it makes me wanna puke... im still so happy that someone could be in love with life that much.. its great.. ( Read more... )

god, i quit.
i hate this job.
i hate school.
i even hate you.

yep i said it.
oh god, stop thinking its you. cuz its not.

and jacob, you were right about well nvm. you were right. and thats all.

jami, im sorry about the gossiping. it does suck. but it is morris.

im ready to go to the beach...
<3
alyna

long time no see.
it was nice.. hanging out i mean.

right now i'm at work, with kayla j and we're tanning.. im waiting on her to get done so i can go..

well there she is.. haha that didnt take long.

anyways. prom is tomorrow. IM EXCITED. ill post pics later..

im gonna go tan.. ill post more later...
<3333 ( Read more... )

i cant even speak.

its hard for me to breathe right now..

i knew i shouldnt have.

i guess thats what i get.

<3

how do i make it stop?

this isnt normal.

shh. i better stop talking about this.
im doing it again.
oh goddamnit. why dont i just go lay down, close my eyes and fucking fall asleep.

maybe my dreams wont be so bad..

<3
Alyna

im sick. again. thanks ( Read more... )

i love how you're just too damn busy for me.

walk away and save yourself..
<3
Aly

well.
that was interesting.
i wouldve liked to have spent more time with you last night.. but i guess it was for the best or something.

whats happening to us?

work on tuesday.. :[

so i failed two classes. maybe.
life sucks.

love..
<3
Aly