i'm having an angry day... just needed to vent. *exhale*

thursday was a crazy day. i won $500. in cash. seriously! insanity. i'm pretty sure i have no luck left in my life.

i was perusing my usual fashion sites that make me sad and depressed. i miss seeing street fashion and wearing something that isn't the same boring pair of jeans and t shirts. i also realized that european women are all about ( Read more... )

after being swamped for the past couple of weeks, i thought i'd have a breather, so i came home at 6 pm tonite, and i've done little more than sit around. tomorrow its back to the real world unfortunately ( Read more... )

i just applied for a job. i'm almost certain i will never hear from them, but i'm a little scared i will. the job would be incredible. amazing... but... it scared me to death. i'm already so emotionally invested in this job that i have no chance of ever getting! urg...

i feel bad for anyone who has to deal with me today.

i have just finished yelling at someone who did nothing but her job :( i'm that terrible person. urg. granted the company she works for is a peice of shit that fucked up every time i have to do anything with them but that's not her fault. its also not her fault that they're fucking morons who ( Read more... )

once again i am meeting 2 am wide awake after a measly 2 hours of sleep. this time i have my obnoxious old lady cat to thank for waking me up. i knew sleep was going to be an issue tonite, but i figured if it was uninterrupted, i would be ok. the problem is not usually falling asleep, its going back to sleep once i wake up. and alas, my prophecy ( Read more... )

its currently 1:35. i have now been awake for 35 minutes. considering i went to bed at midnight, this is a poor sign as to how my night is faring. i am usually much more effective at turning my brain off, but for some reason tonight, i am really sucking at it ( Read more... )

i just spent 8 hours studying in the library. i'm still a day behind. and yet, all i can think about it katekyo hitman reborn... its consuming my life. i still have 100 chapters to catch up on. what is with me and obsessing over overly long shounen stories? i just can't help it. i love 8018 so much :(

i haven't written here in months... i don't even check my friends page anymore. i feel like i've abandoned an old friend. i've had this lj since i was a senior in high school. i'm such a different person than i was then. perhaps more frightening is how similar i am.

i just woke up from what i would consider a nightmare. its been the third night in a ( Read more... )

i haven't done anything constructive in 4 days. aside from the ill fated supermarket trip on the 24th and 6 hours i spent in the ER yesterday (working, thankfully), i haven't left my house. two of those days were spent sickly, of course, but i have no excuse for the other two days. sheer laziness really.

last night i got an email from a friend ( Read more... )