I'm experiencing such an odd feeling right now. I'm calm, nervous, sad, apathetic, content, scared, sarcastic, creative and I care that I just don't care. And I guess that I just don't know ( Read more... )

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Why do I try to hide what I feel? Even when it would help to prove my emotions. I can't own up to the fact that I'm broken. Guilt. I hate it. Why do I do these things over and over again? I don't understand. None of it makes sense. Why do I expect people to understand if I don't myself? I'm so stupid. I always thought this was pointless and made no ( Read more... )

So I have a buzznet account. It will be updated regularly.
And this is what I did today:
http://ivanaamy.buzznet.com/user/video/play/177937/

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lol. hand jobs.

Kayla-Ivellisse, I can't believe it. We were best friends. I could have told you anything. And I mean anything. And when you had a problem I listened. None of that ever comes easy for me with anyone but with you it was completely different. You moved away. And on. As if the Bronx wasn't far enough, Florida. Fucking Florida. I texted you that one ( Read more... )

He's so amazing. I'm so glad I asked him out. Thank you Destiny for your encouragement. Thank you everyone else for telling me I shouldnt. I never listen to the majority. I painted 2 pictures for him to see. I hope he likes them. I owe him for that clay figure dude he made me last year and that amazing drawing of the purple rose. And pretty much ( Read more... )

I love Beethoven

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