I can not wait to get this band thing going. I am soooooo tired of working 12 hours a night, 5 days a week. SOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooOoOoOOoooooooooo fucking tired of it. Seriously. Making Plastic is lame ( Read more... )

for god sakes. why is it so hard to make decisions now a days? things used to be so much easier when I was younger. money never used to be an issue. but now, what the fuck. Every week it's something new. but I am finally putting money towards something I want. And it will be worth it. for sure ( Read more... )

Things are going well, besides going back to work for a full week Monday. But I need money ( Read more... )

RIP Vanessa.

Still can't believe your gone.

about 5 minutes ago I was almost in a real bad car accident on Lowell and Chestnut when leaving the red arrow. Like, Spin the fucking car around a couple times kind of accident. Jesus.

(I wasn't driving)

work work work work work

applying for a second job today. for 3 or 4 days a week. 20/30 hours a week or something. making my work week 80/90 hours. ....as long as I have weekends to sleep and do laundry and get some stuff done I'll be fine.

you would love watching the kitten's play

So tired ( Read more... )

Had a good dream last night. Hopefully it becomes true. I'm going to stop at barnes and noble to look at a dream interpitation book on my way to NH Plastics.

I used to be so big and strong.
I used to know my right from wrong.
I used to never be afraid.
I used to be somebody

I used to have something inside
now just this hole that's open wide.
I used to want it all
I used to be somebody