Comments | fahrseeker: Hapiness is tricking me.

fahrseeker

Hapiness is tricking me.

Aug 08, 2006 09:38

I took the road less traveled in desperation fringed with hope, I fell into the trap I set for my self with perfect ease. I don’t know what to do now, tangled in a web of confusion that I could never dream to free, to cut it would be painful so I hide within my mind instead. Is this how it will always be?

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deleerious August 8 2006, 17:34:51 UTC

Why is it that all this resonates with me? I've lost half of my friends already. They just disappeared out of my life. I have no idea how it happened, and now one of my best friends is leaving in less than a week and I didn't know until the night before last. I'm stuck in town until September 17th, with everyone gone before me. My only consolation is I have things that need to get done and I have the Crew. I'll always have them. You'll always have us all, and you'll always have me.

fahrseeker August 9 2006, 00:03:48 UTC

I think it ressoantes with you for more than one simple reason. I mena, it makes sense that it would because we're in similar places in our lives, but I also put most of it in words after talking to you alot. I'm not sure exactly when, but it's no surprise to me that you see yourself in it.

I think Leah isn't leaving for almost that long. 17 days is indeeda long time to be wihtout Karen, but remeber, i'll be here for a year with everyone gone before me. So i still say 17 days i'snt so bad. Not to mention, it's not bad from my perspective. The longer peope are "Stuck here" the longer they're "stuck" with my company. Ah well. Such is the unfortunate's lot in life.

Hehe. Anyway, it's still comforting words to hear. You'll always have me too.

onthe_half_shel August 8 2006, 18:09:20 UTC

You haven't lost us. We're still here. I still exist (I think). And I'm sorry my dear, but I would never let you forget me, not without a fight. I was sad that I didn't get to see you during my visit to Eugene, but now we meet again, here in cyberspace. Keeping friends is difficult across long distances, but I still intend to try.

fahrseeker August 8 2006, 23:54:21 UTC

I think that would be impossible. You're too present when you're around to fade when your'e not. i don't think that makes any sense, but i'm sure i could never forget about you. I"m just confused wht it's so hard for me to keep freinds when the long distacnces have yet to begin to span physically between us.

onthe_half_shel August 9 2006, 00:44:36 UTC

it does make sense (to me anyway) and I thank you for it. :-)

fahrseeker August 9 2006, 01:07:26 UTC

katmarbee August 9 2006, 03:05:33 UTC

Isha,

I love you and I miss you. You have so much LIFE and SPIRIT inside of you; it would be impossible for you not to leave an impression upon those you meet. I've always admired your compassion and your integrity. I feel like you're the kind of person I could trust with absolutely anything.

I have the perfect word for you Isha, and it is MAGICAL. You are MAGICAL. And you have touched my life in a way I can't describe. Thank you. I'm leaving tomorrow but I promise to keep in touch. Sorry you're feeling bummed. But just don't forget that whatever happens happens for a reason. And with change comes the opportunity to learn.

Do you have a mailing address that I could reach you at for the upcoming year yet? I'll be posting mine on the main section of my lj, which I will try to establish as a central location for posting addresses.

Til next time,
Katie

fahrseeker August 9 2006, 04:37:03 UTC

I love you too Katie. I want to write a longer response to this, and basically say what you said and a million things else. I'm crying. It happens everytime I check lj recently. You're probably one of the most amazing people i've ever met. I have too much to say right now, and i cant do it in an lj comment, partially because i'm about to walk out the door. I'll talk to you later.

My Adress is 31190 foxridge ln. Eugene OR 97405. I'll repost that too.