school was boring. no practice yesterday! thank god...i would have died if there was. Came home, went and got some chritsmas stuff with mom. Went to my other docot appointment for my knee. waited 2 hours and the doctor was called into emergency surgry so me and my left. dropped her off at a tile place where she met my dad. drove home, got stuck in ( Read more... )

well...today was semi okay. drove to school, brian parked next to me and him and this guy in a truck were having a head light flashing contest. it was amusing. then went to the cafe. met up with anja in there. saw jeanine. talked a bit to her. not really in the social mood today. went to photography. robert got chemicals on me. and he and kelley(he ( Read more... )

the saga on the thanksgiving from hell continues. today..i left school early and went to 'woman doctor'. never again. i got put on birth control...not for guy reasons..nice try ...but no...its for girly stuff. anyway, i was on my way with my mom to the therapy stuff and there was an accident. i saw the license plate of one of them and that's all i ( Read more... )

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i don't think i have ever been this lonely. all last night and so far today..all i've heard is....you guessed it...silence. my phone has yet to go off. except for nate calling. but that's not who i'm waiting for. i know i messed this one up. why can't he just accept my apology and be a man and just call me! that's all i want! i want him to call me ( Read more... )

today could have been better. let's start from the top, get to school, see tyler, talk to him for a bit...sensed some flirting going on between me and him..not sure if he notcied it too. photo was okay. spanish was boring. talked to josh and this other girl. history was the worst. appaerntly matt has lost intrest in me and found new intrest in this ( Read more... )

today was really boring in school. anja wasn't there. so i met up with zack(sally's friend) and sat with her and him. it was pretty rad. study hall was cool...i slept! then english was....interesting. matt and i didn't talk. instead he was just really out of it and some people i know in the halls were saying he was high so i duno what's up with ( Read more... )

today was a pretty bad day. i wake up....i'm sick even more today. i am on day 3 and going strong...sucks ass. so i grab my supreme coffee and walk out to my car. load it up with everything. and put the key in the ignition. it wouldn't start. finally after about 3 min of trying to get it to start and my dad comming outside to help me, it works. so ( Read more... )

last night was okay. nothing big. matt had to work an extra hour so we didn't hang out :(. i don't think we will ever be bf and gf. we act like it and what not but we don't talk as much anymore. i like him so much and what not but how do i know he likes me. he holds my hand, and walks me to class...but is that really enough. my mom likes him, he ( Read more... )

today has been pretty boring so far. had a nightmare last night so i've been up since 5:30. it sucks but what can you do. it was so weird. last night my mom asked where matt was and i said he was working 3-9. well it was a yucky day last night and it was really scary driving(yes i drove in the rain. i'm proud of myself). well my mom said that she ( Read more... )