So, I skipped school today, at first I'm not sure what drove me to do it, it was so random....But now I know...It's ironic, how...at peace I feel about it, yet how tormented it makes me. I'm following my pattern, his pattern...But apparently I can't give up on myself, because it's never too late...It's ironic how I had a choice, but my actions made ( Read more... )

I hate her...I hate this place...U know so many people think that just because u don't come out of ur house with broken bones or bruises ur not getting abused....They forget some of the most harmful abuse of all....Mental....I just wish my fucking car would just work. If it would just have worked I wouldn't have broken down right in front of the ( Read more... )

Hmm...I wonder....What responses would be....I guess we'll just see...

Life...Filled with so many questions...Sometimes I wish I was someone else, someone better. I wish I didn't have all these psychological problems lol. Great now I'm making myself sound like a loon. Anyway....I just wish....I'd learn how to adapt....No I wish I'd learn how to change.

-Unchanged

ATTENTION:

I HAVE A CAR!!!!!

YAY!!!! My parents looooooooooooove me & I so owe them. But yeah they bought me a car & I don't even have to pay for it all I have to pay for is insurance & gas....WOOT WOOT!!!! ::Points to self:: Happiest person alive right now. ::Does happy dance:: Ok so yeah it's gorgeous it's a black osmobile cutless supreme. I ( Read more... )

::Sighs:: <--- that's important because it seems all I can do lately is feel like that, except there's not a big enough sigh in the world. That probably didn't make since to anyone, allow me to try & explain this in a more layman's terms approach. Normally when u sigh, u do it out of, hmm God I know what I want to say it just doesn't seem to want ( Read more... )

These are just my personal thoughts, none of this is in any way an attack @ someone or a way of telling them to stop what they are doing, this is just me attempting for once to figure the problem out & find a solution instead of my usual flare of hatred.
You know sometimes I really confuse myself. I need to get a realization & figure out why I do ( Read more... )

I wonder so many things....::sighs:: why is it people must make things personal or take them personal when in all reality, what's taking place etc has nothing to do with them, or they already know what's going on. Sometimes I wish I could escape. You know, become a bird, for just a day, soar above everything & not think of everything & everyone ( Read more... )

Written early today in class I sit here now in my 2nd hour class, thinking of nothing else but you. I've replayed every moment of Saturday over and over and over in my head. I think about how amazing it felt just to walk through the mall hand 'n hand with you. With all the looks, and glances we got, I can only hope that when they did look our way ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really just wonder...