This past weekend was fun && I definately needed it after all the crazy stuff that happened throughout all last week. I swear, I spent the ENTIRE week cooped up in the house all depressed ( Read more... )

So I'm not going to lie. It's obvious. I like Jeff. That could be a bad thing considering he's Mikey's friend, but I think it's time for me to move on. It sucked for me to find out that the reason things are where they are with us now is because he likes two other girls besides me. I know there's a 1/3 chance of shit happening, so really there's no ( Read more... )

He is...amazing...&& beautiful. How is he beautiful ( Read more... )

i'm just getting this over with. fuck you guys && fuck all the fake ass things you've ever said to me. you people don't care && i hate that. instead of being real, you chose to be fake. you people know how much i can take before i finally break down && you've pushed me to that point. in the end, you people were never worth it. i hope you feel bad ( Read more... )

It's official...I hate fall/winter. Also, I hate guys. Yeah so last night me && Cameron went to Wake. Mikey && Jeff were supposed to be there...surprise, surprise they didn't show up. I kinda saw it coming. God...I'm so fucking stupid && gullable it's not even funny. He doesn't fucking love me. What the fuck is so bad about me that they have to ( Read more... )

Yeah so since we don't have myspace at school anymore, I have to type my entries in an email to myself and post them on here when I get home cus I don't have the time to write all this crap out anymore. So here's the entry I wrote in 6th hour today ( Read more... )

GIVING IT AWAY BY: MAE ...dedicated to someone ( Read more... )

So yeah the weekend was way too short. I hate school. I hate work. I pretty much hate anywhere that doesn't have good food and nice comfy bed to sleep on. I wish I could lay under the blankets all day and just sleep...never wake up. I'd never have drama, I'd never be a problem to someone else. Everything that has ever gone wrong for me would be ( Read more... )

So today was freakin busy at work. I swear man...I was non-stop walkin back and forth in the fry station all damn day. We had two fuckin busses full of people. It was crazy as fuck. There were some hot ass guys there today too. Man...and I know I had to be looking crappy as hell. So yeah last night I went to the football game with Dezi and Cameron ( Read more... )

So today was okay. I got my hair cut and re-dyed last night. I got wall to wall compliments. But I still hate myself. I loved it last night, but I hate it now. I was all happy because I talked to Mikey in sixth hour today and he told me he'd be home so I could call him and make plans to hang out and and go figure, no one answered. I'm just going to ( Read more... )