Well, I just wanted everyone to know that there are some things in this journal that I'm not proud of but also things that I wouldn't fream of doing anymore. I have changed a lot in these past few months and I'm happier than I could ever be... but theres someone who decided to make things a bit difficult for me... someoe decided to go on here and ( Read more... )

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Well... this thanksgiving was awesome... went to my aunt debbies and uncle mikes... had a lovely family dinner... chilled in the hot tub most of the weekend... went shopping... got a new kenneth cole coat that was $180!!! and a new pair of shoes... vans... that are sitting right in front of my dresser next to my converse and my adidas ( Read more... )

Well today ( Read more... )

Til the 22nd of next month too! it's sad... there goes sarah's idea of me asking him to snowcoming... so anyways... i just got back from leahs where i've been spending most of my time these days... there and brandon's but now he's grounded!! ugh loser lol ( Read more... )

WELL AFTER SCHOOL i GOT A RIDE HOME FROM THAT CREEPY JOHN KID... EXCEPT I DIDN'T GO HOME CUZ HIS GIRLFRIEND WOULDN'T LET HIM DRIVE ME THERE... i SAW A STOP SIGN IN YALE THAT SAID FUCK BUSH AND I LAUGHED.  THEN I GOT DROPPED OFF AT THE DOVE'S AND I JUST CALLED HOME AND STAYED THERE... I DIDN'T FINISH MY ESSAY I HAD TO WRITE STRAIGHT AWAY... I WORKED ( Read more... )

THIS ONE"S PRETTY FUCKING FUNNY LOL

Uh... well, I went to school high this morning... again...

Last night i OD'd again and i woke up all high and shit... my pupils were f'n huge and it was scary... it was funny tho... i had like no depth perception at all... i kept like trippin and runnin into stuff and oh my god it was horrible! And like everytime i'd walk down the hall i'd like see ( Read more... )

This is something someone else wrote but i feel exactly the same way... and have many times before

im so angry right now.

and emo

and i wanna cut.

fuck me.

i suck at life.

im very angry at two people right now and i really shouldnt be. but i am a jealous fuck so i am PISSED as hell.

FUCK.

i just wanna scream and cut and throw a fit.

but i cant ( Read more... )

Ok so my toes are REALLY cold and I'm REALLY bored. They just said brownies on tv and i want some brownies but all we have is friggin vanilla cake mix! fucking-A man... things are never the way they should be. I should have chocalate cake mix so i could make brownie cake but no we have to have fucking white cake mix. fuckers ( Read more... )