Feeling low

[failurewithinme]

So it's been weird lately... had a lot of fun last weekend at bianca's... I don't really want to get into details.. i don't have time. But i fucked up... I smoked again... and i felt really stupid about it... I dunno... I thought maybe i just needed a little taste you know, but it teased me, i got some more from a friend and you know, then smoked

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wow

[junebug951]

wow i really dont know what to say...... u said u wouldnt go back to ur old habits again. if u put ur mind to quiting you can do it, there is nothing stopping you.but other than that i agree with ur friend alex.

Re: wow

[failurewithinme]

well yeah
i didn't want to go back to old habbits bit I am really sick of disappointing myself and if i just do what i do I'm fine... i don't know what to do