consistently discontent

feeling a little irritable as of late
feeling more and more out of place
backed against a wall
i dont know.. i'll figure it out

do i make any good decisions? am i doing anything right?
do i make you happy anymore?

i feel odd

losing my mind but thats whats cool these days

im a piece of shit

getting more ink done today
joined a new band.. that is way more sick and promising than brain infection
recording a demo on thursday!!!
spending the weekend with shelby :)
things are fucking great

things are looking good

have i changed for the worst?
idk
I've felt a little odd lately
stretched thin, spread over far too great a distance
im stressed and tired... feeling like im watching life just pass me by
like no matter what decisions i make.. they are the wrong ones.. idk
i dont feel that way all the time..just every now and then
its weird i guess

so i wasted 2 fucking hours standing around... and i think i managed to piss shelby off... what the fuck