WOW it has really been a sometime now since i was on here...and reading a lot of my old post really have shown me how much i have grown in somparts but in others i have stayed the same...which i feel may not be that good..i still push people away from me, and the ones i love deeply with all my heart dnt stay around..im stuck...they tell me that i ( Read more... )

Day's goes by leaving my heart full of joy,
knowing that your reflection is held in my eye's,
that runs deep past my heart,
all the way through to my soul,
that meets with your's,
to forever be held in the light of the stars.

so i'm moving down to FL, well people have read this post befor and came as a kind of shock to them. in a lot of ways came with out noiced. but in my mind i seen this comeing for a while now and if those people listed to me then they would not be so shocked at my wonting to move. They havent came out and said it but i know what they are thinking, ( Read more... )

my eyes blind to things that are here now ( Read more... )

all that i'm going to say is that i'm in love with a girl that means the world to me and why i let her go the first time bits me, but i'm not going to do it again. so i'm moveing to FL in the fall and i'm going to finshen school down th there. i dont really what else to say but that i got it bad and i love every min of it.

knowing of the years past ( Read more... )

i'm a true lesbain i have a planetout ad thanks to gen. i'm complete....so check me out.

i did it, i finaly asked her if she wanted to hang out sometime. the door women that works in building. she was like what the hell, then told me she has no life that all she dose is plays with her cat.. i'm so happy and hehehehehehe i just dont bleive that i did it.. i have balls, i'm not a pussy

she called me this morning, her voice was soft and bubble unlike that i have known in the resnt passed. bu it was nice to here from her. even are talk was not really haveing to do with any thing about how we felt or how i had felt. she was for the most part calling to say happy v-day that she what to try and she loved me. my eyes started to fill ( Read more... )

so i stay up all night to hang out with A$ this morning to go over my paper, and when i get home to get ready then leave i see a messege and it said that she is tried and she had went to bed a like 4 and need to sleep more. ok i have not went to bed yet it is 7:30 and we were sopost to meet at 8:30 i'm starting to get a little mad. i mean if u cant ( Read more... )