so....today after lunch ( Read more... )

for the subject....i am speaking of carrie. we are in the computer lab at school working on a Search For Identity thing, but we are both done...so we are just being stupid. and i told her that her feet smell. and she doesnt believe me. so whatevs. i havent written in here in a really long time. ehhhh. i write on myspace normally..but i like to swip ( Read more... )

i went to see daphne loves derby/this providence/sherwood with scott on thursday night. it was amazing. and barely any people there so that made it a nice little concert. but super great. it was a good time. im still looking for a night that will overcome all best nights ever though. like that one night when annie came and scott played at kristins ( Read more... )

i just got home from my trip to appleton with my homies (carrie, angie, and amy) it was rather jolly i must say. i got many great items including the following: lilu perfume, armor for sleep (what to do when you're dead), old navy jeans, a bouncy ball, and some journeys socks. jen helped me pick them out. it was lovely seeing her again. i miss her ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm fading away and i'm scared. i don't know what to do anymore. i always trust people too easily and i end up getting hurt. i feel like i need to be hurting myself. because everyone else hurts me. why shouldn't i?

my venting space..felt nice ( Read more... )

i'm tired of everything. and i'm sick of being jealous of the people around me who are happy and can be content living in this town, getting all the things they want. but i have no choices. this town holds nothing but past memories.

why does it seem like whenever it seems like everything is falling into place it all just crashes down? whenever it seems like i can finally be truly happy it all just gets ripped away from me. don't i deserve my happiness? everyone that surrounds me obviously gets to be happy, but why is it whenever i try to be it just never works out. why is it i ( Read more... )

my eyes are watering really badly and it's driving me carazay. i am on spring break and it makes me really happy. especially since it is about 60 degrees today and the snow is finally leaving. carrie and i were supposed to go to madison today to see annie, but that didn't end up working out. but i think she's coming here on wednesday, so that makes ( Read more... )

hoooohhhh man..im so tired. im on a sick trend of going to bed around 1 on school nights. okay so maybe theres a reason. okay theres a couple reasons. the main reason..that nooo one knows and now will..so theres a someone..whos not just someone..this someone..is one of the most amazing people i've met in a long time. and ive been really happy these ( Read more... )