crushed. ....once again.

happiness never lasts.

so i'm still unemployed. i have to snap out of this lazy mood. it's horrible. i feel drained, but i haven't been doing enough to be drained. starting to feel so guilty and bad about not having a job yet. i need a boost ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting in my apartment ( Read more... )

so i got my laptop. pretty pretty laptop. it's so fast compared to my desktop. it's nice. i leave in 3 days. it's so crazy... sooo excited. i have so much crap to do... and i have tons of packing to do... haven't really done any yet. just my cds and dvds. the important things. haha. i still have to paint my masterpieces. ha ( Read more... )

so i got my laptop. pretty pretty laptop. it's so fast compared to my desktop. it's nice. i leave in 3 days. it's so crazy... sooo excited. i have so much crap to do... and i have tons of packing to do... haven't really done any yet. just my cds and dvds. the important things. haha. i still have to paint my masterpieces. ha ( Read more... )

so i got my laptop. pretty pretty laptop. it's so fast compared to my desktop. it's nice. i leave in 3 days. it's so crazy... sooo excited. i have so much crap to do... and i have tons of packing to do... haven't really done any yet. just my cds and dvds. the important things. haha. i still have to paint my masterpieces. ha ( Read more... )

stupid stupid stupid.

ugh.

i don't think i should feel this way.

so it's thursday. i have two exams on tuesday and i didn't start studying yet. well, that's normal. i haven't been doing much lately. it's been a super lazy, useless week. planning my art a bit and making lists for my move. 2 weeks from tomorrow, i'm out of this town. mmmm mmmmm ( Read more... )

change. i need change.

i've had enough of today. time to end it.

sleep.