do you ever wake up one day, and not realize who, or where you are? 
you look in the mirror. who is that? i dont even recognize her.
where did the time go? who am i?

where am i going to be in ten years?

le sigh.

Lips untouched, thighs binded together ( Read more... )

ivory set walls, cast by an amber glow.
we sat together at dawn, sharing secerets.
invigorating. sharing our complex vocobulary.
bringing it in, letting them out, our demons, our prayers.
silently wondering, slipping minds... we shared the same thoughts.
even the same grammar. dot... dash. so different, but the meanings remain.
a moment to hold, a first ( Read more... )

chest to chest, our hearts beating alike.
for them it was so complex.
the dust graffiti, followed by the sprinkling of hope.
a simple mistake to be made?
i hope not.
so beautiful. forever. forever waiting to love.
to hold. to cherish.
waiting in vain?
i hope not.
a thumbprint of life. a print for forever.
i hope so.
possible infatuation. lucky girl.
amazed.
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we met at the local "hangout"
we talked over tea and water. we laughed at the bad racial jokes..
it shouldnt be funny. but for some reason they are.
sleepless nights, leading to caffinated mornings.
trying so hard, for something that comes so easily.
so.
the lack of sleep leads to trashy quizzes on the internet.
entertaining none the less.
something to ( Read more... )

impacted by the thoughts. the emotions just flat line.
is it like footprints on the sand? where to go?
memories trekked from one ally to another. but alas.
we learn. we hope.
substantial voices, lost regrets.
5 years is a long time. how do we recover? what do we say?
what do they know?
sit back. smoke your cigarettes. feel good about yourself.
something ( Read more... )

"you know what i like most about this song ( Read more... )

i hear the words that i want to say.. i see the blank entry, waiting to be filled with rich, lively words.. and nothing comes to surface ( Read more... )

so i've learned to not drink 7 shots of coffee at 8.. when i want to go to bed that night. but i suppose it made me do awesome things last night. i was feeling very creative. very creative... but i think coffee may give me weird dreams.. or something. i dont know... i think i like it though ( Read more... )

well well well.... its been quite hectic on this side. let me tell you ( Read more... )