In the last year I've lived like this ( Read more... )

I now live in a little mountain town in Hawaii. The sound of chickens and dogs and the shrouded volcanoes and foggy streetlamps and wind in the palms and clear milky way, these things are lovely. This is a strange little world ( Read more... )

la venas abiertas

I can't seem to stop leaving town. Just got back from camping for 3ish days in Big Sur, and in the last couple months I've been spending time in Santa Cruz, Moorpark, Reno, Shasta, etc. as well as going to East Bay all the time lately. Thanks huge tax return and unemployed boyfriend with time to come adventure with me everywhere! It has been ( Read more... )

I'm going blind... and the loss of my eyesight is catalyzing losing my mind. And the fact that it's Wednesday and I've already worked eight hours of overtime this week. Boxes, boxes, so much impermanence, like myself as the UNKnown author here, still tagging my initials, not consistent, never satisfied, always moving. Boxesboxesboxes. And ( Read more... )

I looove December, despite its intensity ( Read more... )

I need to come up with a really good costume.  These are my ideas today... give me your input.


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Be it literally or metaphorically, I often think of Moorpark like this.


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feeling way too uncomfortable in my own skin, nervous, unsure of every action, antsy, frightened, awkward, hiding.  desperately need to calm down and stay in for awhile.  I have no idea what I'm doing anymore.