And honestly I cannot believe that my LJ is still here and it didn't get deleted after 3 years of inactivity. I'm gobsmacked, to be honest. I just thought it was time for me to come back as even though I'm not really the type to be using Livejournal anymore, I still love to write and I have so much pent up anger inside of me that I just need to ( Read more... )

It's been a REALLY long time since I last posted, but you know I'm putting all the stuff that's happened this year behind me and I'm moving on. It's taken me a long while to get over everything, but it's made me a much stronger person and I've learned a lot of important life lessons. I'm living quite happily in my new apartment with Nick, Abby and ( Read more... )

So much has happened since I last typed anything here. There's also been some stuff that I'd rather not mention, as I don't want a flood of comments clogging up my journal. If you're on FD, you'll know what I'm talking about. If not, then tough. I'm not telling you ( Read more... )

It's now about two weeks until we move out of this place and into our shiny new one. I. Cannot. Wait. I've packing up boxes left and right and we're still waiting to hear back from the owner of the building we're moving into so we can actually see our new place. I want to be able to walk in there and envision everything in it's place and truly ( Read more... )

I hate April. I really like rain but this is just torture! It's nice one day then rains the next. You never quite know what to do with yourself ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I could feel my lousy mood swings starting to affect me again.  I sat and read and read and read and I just didn't feel like moving. I went outside onto the balcony into the warm night and drank a couple of beers. Then I got the wild idea that I was going to go outside and do some yard work...at 10.30pm. I've just been so spontanious ( Read more... )

I feel as though I'm being pulled in many directions. This evening, I have been multi-tasking to the extreme...if you saw me you'd sit me down with a stiff drink and tell me to calm down...I swear! We've been packing a few boxes this afternoon, and I've just been putting some old magazines in a paper bag to take out to the recycling bin. I'm just ( Read more... )

It's been a weird kind of a week, hasn't it? Crazy storms on the East coast, the whole VA Tech thing and crazy people in general. I've actually been doing okay recently, no weird mood swings, no feeling sorry for myself, no wanting to punch walls....it's been very nice just feeling average in general. I went for a run the other day while the ( Read more... )

So as you all know, the apartment is now ours. Only we're not getting the same apartment that we originally applied for. The owner of the apartment building is moving us to a better apartment that has a better view and we're also right next door to her (which is nice because her daughter is pretty much the same age as Abby). It's a little bit more ( Read more... )

We got the apartment! :D I didn't think we were going to get it, but the other people that wanted it I guess dropped out or didn't pass the background checks. It's awesome...I feel like the luckiest person on the planet!

I'm currently waiting for the UPS truck to get here. I've been waiting all damn day and it's almost 5pm. Where are you? :(