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This week wasn't as bad as I thought that it was going to be. I have been having a hard time dealing with what happend between me and Joe and I was think about it tonight. Yes I am sad that we aren't together, but then again I wasn't getting what I wanted or needed from the relationship. And that the only reason I was so down about it was because I ( Read more... )

So I have had two shitty weeks in a row and I don't think this one is going to be any better..Two weeks ago my brother came over to our house and said that he was going to kill him self and that we couldn't do anything about it. He got some help and is taking some pill but I don't think that it's going to last long seeing as how that last time he ( Read more... )

At school and I really don’t want to be. Anyways I had a lot of fun with my dad this weekend. The first race that he was in Steve (a guy on his team) got 5th place in the race and my dad took 6th. After the race they were all happy and thinking about leaving because it was going to be a 5 hour wait until the next race. So being the good little ( Read more... )

Oh my god...I'm going to kill my-self. My computer teacher is out sick again today. But un-like Tuesday we have a sub. He is explaning excel to us but it sucks. Our other teacher wouldn't be doing it this way. I want to rub my wirst together in hopes in killing my self. This class sucks as is but now this. I want to cry. He told us to look up at ( Read more... )

I went to the mall today. You know I would really like to look cute and dress in all the "it" things, but they cost way to much. I think this year I'm going to have my grandparents buy my clothes for my b-day. I don't understand how a pair of paints cost $50. On top of that $50 I have to pay extra to have them altered because I'm so damn short. Why ( Read more... )

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Life is alright I guess nothing to big happening
Went camping this weekend that was fun
I got my tattoo last weekend while I was sick (hardcore)
Got to see Holly (my Holly) gave her kisses and hugs
Called Mandy (miss very much)
Got through Thanks Giving
Became friends with someone new
Nothing big at all