Going more into my last post, people don’t seem to care when their freedoms our slowly slipping away. It’s only when they can no long get them back that they care. I have a hunch that most Americans don’t really care that they have the freedom of speech. Or that they aren’t he only ones that have the right to say what ever the fuck they want. What ( Read more... )

I am so sick of hearing American’s bitch about how if we aren’t all the same and fallow blindly then we aren’t true American’s. I guess today in our world we all have to think the same we cannot have different opinions about what our government should and shouldn’t have the power to do. It seems as though if you are not for war in any way than you ( Read more... )

I need sleep! I started the new birth control. I'm not liking it much...I think that I will later on when I get used to it. I need sleeep....Blah

WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO HAVE BIRTHDAYS?

When I move out I want a room that has nothing but elephants in it. I want the walls to be painted with bright colors. Not so much bright but vivid. I want every room to be different. I can't wait until I can movie in. It's not that I don't like my house it's a cool place to be. But it doesn't have the warm comfort feeling a house should have. It ( Read more... )

I made $20 big one's tonight yay. This means that I can get a new pair of pants! God how I need pants. Baby sitting wasn't to bad tonight. I got to see the movie "Return To Never-Land" or what ever the new Peter Pan movie is called. After that I went over to Joe's to find that everyone was waiting for me to get dinner. I felt so loved. I call Joe ( Read more... )

I have to go to work soon...I guess I should say "YAY MONEY". I'm kind of sleepy and don't want to do anything other then lay in bed with Joe. Last night my head hurt really really really bad. I wanted to kill my self. I felt really bad about it. Joe and I were up in Poway to see Robby and his girl Christy. She's cool I like her. We went to the ( Read more... )

Thanks again Brent for making my live journal look great. This past week had been great for the most part. My mom has been coming into my room and yelling at me. Some days it's "LAUREN I WANT YOU TO GET OUT OF BED AND DO THE DISHES THEN I WANT YOU TO WORK OUT AND AFTER YOU DO THAT I WANT YOU TO CLEAN THE HOUSE" and then other day's it's "LAUREN I ( Read more... )

I'm in a crappy mood and I don't know why. Maybe it's because I haven't gotten that much sleep in a while. I fixed my computer today. That made me really happy. Funny thing happened my keyboard stopped working. How fucking odd is that. I have a lap top so it's not like the cable came undone or anything like that....FUCK

I hate the way you think that this is all because you didn't come over yesterday. That you think that I am just throwing things away. I love you with all of my heart. I know that you are feeling really hurt right now. As you should. But so am I. I think that I am trying to make a point to you though. For the most part when we fight it is because I ( Read more... )