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[fairycorpse]

It was that bitch on the streetcar. She ruined it all. I go to ask her where she got her eyebrows done and she was a total snotty bitch. I am so tired of feeling ugly, of having to compete with women who have unattainable beauty. I don't want women like that in my life, I feel horrible just knowing they exist and I'm not one of them. Things

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[korpsy]

I've always thought you are beautiful.

[fairycorpse]

you know what, if you don't like who i am, as i suspected you wouldn't when i didn't talk to you for years, at least...at least...oh fuck i don't even know anymore. snotty? I'm guarded. I hide behind what I hide behind just to hide from people like you who I RESPECT that I've been a crackwhore on the street corner while you were in business school or getting married. Sorry if the only way I know how to hide that from you is to be "snotty". It's scary trying to rejoin the normal world after living like an animal for so long. I know all my peers were in school, working, geting married etc while I was killing myself and letting other people destroy me