I'm going to try to not talk about my problems anymore.  I don't know how long it will last, but maybe it'll help me deal with them on my own.  I need to stop being an attention whore, starting now.

Today is the end of a 15 day period where I have slept in 5 different rooms and called 3 separate places "home."  It was a good 2 weeks.  

Next Saturday I'm moving to Keyport (exist 117 on the parkway).  It's sad, but it will be OK.  It's time for a change.  I told Jeff that I feel like I'm waiting for something.  I think my mom is too.  I think she's waiting for my dad to walk through the door again and help her do all the things adults need to take care of.  Maybe I'm waiting for ( Read more... )

Best quote of the week:   "Thanks, bitch"- Jeff, talking to a lamp post

I'm in a really good place right now.  I love my boyfriend, and I've gotten to go out some, and I've got some money from my job, and I'm just in a good mood. 

I miss dancing so much its ridiculous. I can't wait tll classes start this summer.

I'm an official geek- I've started playing Starcraft.  It's pretty good, though I'm horribly bad at it.  I'm also proud of the spreadsheet I made for work with conditional text and formatting ( Read more... )

A butterfly landed on my head... then fluttered to my face.  It stayed there for 10 minutes.   I'm kinda set for life now.  Awesome.

So the first week of summer was good.  The second week of summer was less-than-good.  But, I did get to see the Pirate Queen.  It's a really good broadway show.  About stubborn Irish women and their ability to lead with a nice romance thrown in there.  Hehe.  It made me feel good about my self. Tomorrow I think I'm going to the Museum of Natural ( Read more... )

Gah, my math teacher gave out my name...  I sent him a ppt I made to help me study that I thought might be helpful for others (and really good for getting me a recommendation later.)  He sent out an email saying it was online and said that I made it.  eeek, I didn't want everyone to know I made it, it makes me look like a gigantic suck-up.  Which I ( Read more... )