I GOT INTO BENTLEY!!! WOOT WOOT!!! i forgot to post yesterday when it happened but i am still so happy and excited!! YAY ME!!

Today, for the first time in my life I'm pretty sure that I had a panic attack. All the stress around me is freaking me out and as I inhale to take a deep breath to feel better, I'm stopped short. Anything anyone says to me I feel like I'm on the verge of tears. I hate anxiety and it's just so frustrating. I just can't wait until vacation, I wish ( Read more... )

so tomorrow is my college deadline for some colleges....i kinda hope everythings in...its weird, so unreal, i don't know if im ready. but then the other part of me is just like wow i want to know where i'm going to college and if im in there RIGHT NOW. so ya interesting. also i am stressing a ton over school and it will be a nice little relief to ( Read more... )

Alright, so here's the deal. This summer I wrote a super fantastic essay for my college essay. I then put it away thinking, perfect I'm done, just need some editing. School starts I find no, no I am NOT done. Common apps. maximum is 500 words, and my paper is a wonderful 887 words. So I work at it, delete my favorite introduction paragraph and get ( Read more... )

It's sunny and hott out again!!! I thought it was over until next summer but a glimpse of light is shining through! ew, school is still going on but hey, i'm getting used to it. Well today is bound to be boring, not that i dont enjoy hanging out with my family but when a bunch of my relatives are all in one room, i tend to get a headache....well ( Read more... )

ew its gross out today....and cold....and muggy, just like i'm feeling. eik, i dont like feeling like this....so someone should do something fun and tell me about it so i wont feel icky anymore....so ya....nice day....not so much

Ok, so this morning at like 8 AM (I went to bed at like 1:30-2 last night mind u) I get a call, and it's this spanish guy, and he starts speaking fluent spanish to me and so I'm just like ya, wrong number guy, and it ends, and I couldn't go back to sleep. It was not fun, and I was not happy. So now I've been up for about two hours doing not much ( Read more... )

i quit coldstone...i stop working monday. i'm upset kinda, cause im gunna miss everyone i work with there, but i mean i made like no money...sad but i think i did the right thing. so i just wanted to express my almost sadness...almost. wow this is a really short entry, o well, my life has been pretty dull cause i've been working all the time. but ( Read more... )

I decided where i want to go to college! Bentley!! I went there and it was awesome, and I just knew that's where I wanted to go. It's perfect for me and I am soo excited and hope I get in. just thought u all should know. Oh, and today I went to pick up a book I ordered at Barnes and Nobles and they ordered the wrong one. They ordered the guide to ( Read more... )

so today was interesting...fun...hot! it's been like a million degrees outside everyday, i don't even want to talk about yesterday. so its gotten to the point were it about the middle of the summer and i haven't done any work, and will continue not to do work until it is absolutely necessary. so give me a call if you wanna hang around and not do ( Read more... )