I can't keep breaking down like this.

Oh. This is more than I could have imagined/hoped for.

...he has my <3...

(insert sympathetic aww's)

I am doing the one thing that I probably shouldn't be doing ( Read more... )

The moment it all starts to come together, it might just start to fall apart again ( Read more... )

I'm sick and tired of all this bullshit.

And that's all that is going on, a ton of bullshit.

It needs to be fixed.
No, it will be fixed.

Oh fun ( Read more... )

I am not sure that what I have done to keep things the way they were is a mistake. I am not sure if my new years was a mistake, should I have just left and kept driving? Was it a mistake to come back? Is it a mistake for me to keep trying ( Read more... )

As soon as I figure out how and I have the time, I'm deleting this. No one reads it. It's pointless. So, there is no good reason to let it exist.

Every now and then I get bored with being me.

Every now and then I can't help but compare myself to every other girl I see.

Every now and then I need to know that I'm the only one and there is no competition.

Every now and then I just need someone to wipe away my tears when I tell them my fears, reassuring me that I am the only one....period.

This break was exactly what I needed. I needed to see the people that I have missed so much. I needed to be around my family. I needed to remember why I love this city so much. I needed to remember why I love him so much...and why it's all worth it...why he's worth it ( Read more... )