you can so tell how someone feels buy the gift they give.

I love my video camera!!! NOW I CAN START MY LIFE

well it looks like after all these years I still have an empty space inside of me. I need to get over it.

I know why I hate my job...its because my smile and voice have no meaning. I care about the people but I dont really care...uug I hate being fake because I know in my heart I'm not ...I'm real.

I wish I could scream at the top of my lungs right now...there needs to be a thunder or lighting storm like right now!!!!!! I miss florida! I want to run around in the storm like I used to and play in the puddles and splash with my friends.

uuug stress...money and stress I'm sick of it all
sick and tired of it all!!!!!!!!!

I'll never get it right with the guys...

It has been such a long time since i've updated this page and looking back at what I used to write haha I was so young lol!

It looks like I've lost mine. I was just looking at a complete list of the beautiful music I listen to. And a sense of sadness swept over me. I'll never get over that one who broke my heart. Everything I've been listening to has been a crutch to help me be strong. I'm not as strong as I was thinking I was. I loved him, he was my hope. How sad must ( Read more... )

I know it happened a year ago and I know I'm pretty much over it! But why do I have to start thinking about it again when I was feeling so happy! Why won't that memory just go away!!??

It's fucking hurting my head!

w/muchlove,Shawna

I finally called Derek and it was fun! He answered the phone.."hey babe" in a deep voice and I almost died laughing!!It was a good idea to call him cause that made my day!

w/muchlove,Shawna

God! I feel so bad! I haven't called Derek in like a week almost! I'm a terrible girlfriend!

I love my life, I love everybody! And I am not afraid to say it!!