I think one of the worst feelings I've ever encountered is believing someone who is so obviously lying to you and missing or ignoring every not so subtle hint along the way. You want to believe the best in people? Well, don't. I'm not saying this to be negative. I'm just saying Don't. Be. Dumb. Or maybe I'm saying don't be trusting. Or make people ( Read more... )

i kinda miss you and would love to catch up. maybe tomorrow ( Read more... )

my friendships just mean more to me than they mean to them ( Read more... )

and it all comes ( Read more... )

"it's like you have add or something. quit touching things ( Read more... )

hooked up a tv on my own ( Read more... )

eddie came
cursive came
layed on my bed with a headache
cue death cab
cue cursive
cue exboyfriend's exgirlfriend's
decided i liked her if only because i decidedly shouldn't
got introduced as the girl eddie's dating
that was wrong but ignored it anyway
danced the whole set with her in front of me
got over being uncomfortable and decided to be comfortable
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it was a vague attempt at conversation that i honestly didn't expect to come. a self-involved, narcisitic monologue that i would only have with myself. like the many times before. the repition i've come to acknowledge as expected normal behavior. a disappointment that doesn't even disappoint anymore ( Read more... )

don't worry, i don't blame you.
dont worry, i dont blame you.
dont worry, i dont blame you.
dont worry, i dont blame you
dont worry, i dont blame you.
dont worry, i dont blame you.

i am unsure of which of thsoe words should be in italics.
we'll see in eight hours.
but i'm not holding my breath.

last night i realized he was moving to atl to be with his new ( Read more... )

i havent felt the need to write lately. that's a catalyst of not having the time to do so. i may have just used the word 'catalyst' incorrectly. no, no, im sure i did.

im trying to balance school with work with carly and ducko and michale and eddie. erin is the only person of late who isn't completely making me want to pull my hair out. i know ( Read more... )