You are my weakness. You make me self-conscious and doubtful. Here it is once again; me faling into everything, bleeding on everyone. Here it is yet again, and I can't seem to shake the simplest form of immaturity, and I can't seem to break free of the simplest forms of beauty. There's just too much of it to let me down, but I'm jealous of the ( Read more... )

Because I'm envious, I wish I were apathetic as well. It'd make me turning my back on everyone so much easier...

I'm just waiting for the day everything comes to an...

You waste energy on the closed minded, and you waste words on the ones who don't understand it. Why do you bother with those who can't see the forest for the trees? I'm not one to complain, but I am the protector of the unknowing. Humanity is humanity, and you're to blame someone because they aren't as high and mighty as you are or don't have ( Read more... )

I called every other day, and you received no answer. I called you like every other commercial break, and I swear to my God I heard you pick up and hang up. Pick me up and hang me up on Skull's Hill...

I'm no Martyr of Faith.
I'm a Child of Sin,
But I'm no Evil of Humanity.
I am no Mistaken Prophet.
I am a Messenger of Christ...
He's Not Coming

I hope I don't awake Sunday morning, the day of my birthday, so the people that really know me know how much I meant to them then. Maybe I'll be watching you all from somewhere up there. Psh, doubt it however. Well, tonight was fun. No one comments nor looks at my journal anymore.

Fuck Everyone Reading This.

Let us pretend love for the day. This life we live alludes to things away. Suppose in youth the soul depraves. But now suppose the truth’s beyond the grave. So all in all we laughed the same tears of how we met upon the River Thames pier; two hearts of gold just for the while, two parts to stroll the endless mile. To tame the world again, let ( Read more... )

No one is coming to save me. No one is going to change things. The answers will not drop from the sky. I will not one day wake with a different disguise. The only solution is revolution ( Read more... )

It's a creative outlet for a creative individual, and I have you by the throat to pull you back to where you belong. You make me happy, and you make me smile. Feed me attention, and bestow me with your love. Feeling like I'm on the highest peak of a mountain communicating to you through a cell phone, and the air up here is so thin. I feel I'm ( Read more... )

It's like your just waiting for something to happen, and, I don't know aboout you, but I'm not the type of person to wait for things. I'm a go getter,and it's so frustrating, because you know you just need patience and it's just the fact that your so many experiences ahead of your years, but it seems so pointless. Sometimes you just wish you didn ( Read more... )

I'm not this pretty little person who plays these parts like limbs on your torso or leading roles award-winning movies. I'm not this ugly fat slob who tries too hard to get every piece of ass he sees and is physically attracted to. I'm not some kind of monster wishing for some kind of beauty to wake me from my eternal reality. I'm not some ( Read more... )