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Your Existing Situation ( Read more... )

i think i've contemplated this many times over the last 7 or 8 months. to just try to sort things out. spit it out. articulate something ( Read more... )

I threw darts at a spinning globe
Swapping out passport photos
I walk west to the setting sun
Every single step, I grow
Another second young

tokyo police club - in a cave

i've been listening to this a lot lately. just this song, on repeat.

seems appropriate.

i've spent the last few days really angry, now i'm just sad.

tearing apart things.

i stood in the shower till my fingers were prunes, thinking quietly under the water. it got me nowhere.

i just want this all to be over.

how i feel:

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how i'd like to feel: more the energy of the song, as i feel there's a subtext to the lyrics...i just like the drive and the fun. i kinda want to go back in time and get hammered at Eli's and walk across Harrison Park in the dead of winter to get back to my cold and cramped apartment that's at least ( Read more... )

...i made the claim a while back that the comic bubble would burst with the release of Punisher: War Zone.

I was laid off 4 days prior to the film's opening day.

See?

awake at 4.30am, call at 6, we wrapped at 8pm-ish ( Read more... )

within hours of my being laid off...

dulce et decorum est...