it's been forever.

hi.

so much has changed, i don't even think it will fit in here.
and i spent like 2 hours trying to figure out the password for this thing.
i'll just come back later.

i'm pretty sure this is the best vacation everrrrrrr.
better than almost any disney trip.
because of the place, the people and the schedule.
we don't have anything planned other than whatever we decide on doing.
i love being in this beautifullll place in north carolina with phillip
with mountains
and the lake
and the mountain house.
it's all so nice.
and so ( Read more... )

I guess, up until this point, I've lived a really sheltered life as far as death goes. I mean, I don't know of many people my age that have died that I have spent time with. And now that's not the case anymore.
 [RIP Ashlee Kraft- I didn't know you as well as so many others, but we spent time together at church on church trips and growing up, and ( Read more... )

Ackkk work is aggravating me.
And today is probably going to be awkward city.
And Sunday is cancelled.
Today I just feel not good enough/not right for everything I have to do.
Sooo bahhh I'm probably in a bad mood.
But I had to get up early, so I'm going to take a nap.
Beach later.
Hmmmm.

I learned two things about life today, that I probably should've learned earlier.

1. Life isn't a competition. [With anyone, for anything.]
2. Be nice to everybody. Even if you don't like them. Then you come out on top, it's like you're hiding a secret from them. [Unless this person is 'psycho' of course. Ahem.]

so i decided.

i don't listen to christian music much anymore, but that music is cool simply because the artists can always find a way to put the words "majestic" and "laden" into their songs.
people that don't drink are more hardcore than people that do drink, because these days its harder to not drink because so many people do.
everyone says that the ( Read more... )

I don't want to have a job. I don't want to be responsible. Hah, all I've really ever been responsible with are my grades, and I could handle those to some extent. Now I don't know what I'm doing. And I'm going to be intimidated.
I can't even dress casually for it, thats a bummer.
And it's mostly nights.
And bahh. 
And my mom is being so freaking pushy ( Read more... )

phillip: i'm glad you're here. i missed you.
me: i missed you too. but can you do me a favor?
phillip: whats that?
me: can you go get heather?  :[

here's to freshman year. here's to making new friends. and keeping new friends. and falling in love with new friends. here's to being adventurous and living in new orleans. here's to going to awkward dinners ( Read more... )

Since I'm done with finals and stressing out about all the things I had to do, I realized that I really am going to miss this place and these people, A LOT ( Read more... )

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There are so many issues in the world today. 
I can't even name close to half of them.
And it causes me so much stress everyday because I know that there's no way I can help everyone.
The war in the Sudan, displacement because of it, homelessness, poverty, human rights being ignored.
I don't know what to do to take action and I don't know who I'm going ( Read more... )