a different kind of love. a love i've never felt ( Read more... )

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i hate to think that another person goes through what i have gone through. i hate to thing that there could possibly be that much pain again...

it is growing

it is burning inside of me

i catch her fire.

YOU FUCKING PRICKS...

no i'm not going to do that again. not again.
i'm done
i'm gone
i'm dead
i'm alive
i'm here
i'm.........tired

i don't know you

i thought i did

i was wrong

whew i'm sorry ya'll but i needed to vent about that.

i will not call you
i will not lose this

oh my god i am so pissed off ( Read more... )

like everyone can write these days. everyone. we aren't any different. wow i'm not special...oh well i really don't give a shit anymore. i especially don't give a shit that brandon hates me.

yep my body is lusting for it

oh my god i am going to do it. i swear. you wouldn't tell me not to if you knew how it felt. you would give me all that i want. and you wouldn't lock them away in your head to keep them away from me.

you'd buy me one everyday. just another one to stain.

i want it so badly.

it hurts more not to then to do it.