where was god when i needed him? where was he when i wanted to die? where was he when i begged for him? repeatidly screaming for him. don't you fucking say god bless me unless you are prepared to be disappointed. cuz as far as i can see...he is not here. maybe he was once here. but now he's gone. and everyone is just like him. or he is just no ( Read more... )

here we are. its tomorrow. finally. the future becomes the present. and i seep into the cracks of my apathy. all done and accounted for sir. i'm here. covered in dishwater. wash me again sweet pea and maybe my skin will get all wrinkly.

its all in your head
its all in my head
its all in your head

the head is a pretty sick place.

The white porclein ( Read more... )

you must think of me as daft.

impitence is a sad sad thing. and it doesn't help me any.

congradulations the man that finds me a god damn antidepressant. hell how about a nobel prize to that puppy. and lets give the purple heart to someone who knows how to spell!

da da da you all suck!

sungirl rp:a single tear and no one to wipe it away ( Read more... )

ok here it goes ( Read more... )

just maybe something...i don't know. i don't know anything ( Read more... )

the energizer bunny. keeps going and going. never stopping. why don't they say that the energizer bunny stops to...oh i don't know...go to the bathroom or something. something interesting and inventive ( Read more... )

seth was here for the weekend. he left last night around 11 pm to go back to kentucky. at 12:40 i got a fucking call from his mother. telling me that he was in a car wreck ( Read more... )

well tonite was interesting. this whole day was interesting. different. but cool. yes i am actually going to talk about my day once again. of course there will be mind numbing thoughts on the side but that is a given ( Read more... )