( experimenting )

katie and ash, if you guys still read this anymore, i made another new journal. sorry, i just didnt like _lostinadaze. so my new one is, simply, __mandee.

sorry for another update, but i have some news.

i made a new journal. i will be deleting this one soon. im just gonna go back and save the important entries first.

goodbye, fake_blondie.

hello, __lostinadaze.

from a recent convo with jess ( Read more... )

i hate the rain. i was gonna see anthony tonight too, and even on saturday when we were saying goodbye to him, he said "see you monday" to me after he kissed me. i guess he overheard mike asking me to help him with the scoreboard and i said sure. i <3 him ( Read more... )

haha i asked my parents if i could have a graduation party next year and they said yes. so, being me and knowing how i always plan things 5 yrs in advance, i already started making up my guest list ( Read more... )

so anthony's grad party.

i didnt know what to expect. i wasnt sure if he was gonna have friends over or a lot of family or what. turns out, its all people from eastern, mike's mother, and josephine's sister and her husband. AND NO OLGA. so i was comfortable, i had a good time. for the first like hour and a half, i sat with my mom, stacy, and ( Read more... )

anthony's grad party is tonight, and im a tad nervous about it. i picked out a nice outfit that makes me look really skinny and im going to blow dry my hair all nice and wear my nicest makeup. all so i can go and watch him and olga together all night and come home crying because my life sucks ( Read more... )

i just have one thing to say ( Read more... )

so yesterday i started working, and i got stuff that usually takes other people 3 days to finish done in 1 day, so i didnt have to go in today. but its an extra 70 bucks i wont be making. oh well, tomorrow i'll work slower so i have to go in more next week ( Read more... )