...but what am I doing with my life?

Wow, my last entry was 6 months ago.

And nothing much has changed.

Somehow, parents always know when something is wrong.
They just do.
And today, it all just came rushing out.

And 4 years just zoomed by.
Just like that.

Finding a job would be much easier if you know what to fucking do with your life.

Everyday, during my 2 hours journey to school, Lady Gaga's Bad Romance will be on repeat on my music player, and I will play the dance steps in my head, over and over again ( Read more... )

So I was studying for Popular Cinema and reading a chapter on Star Power by Geoff King and he was giving examples of how stars create a certain expectation from their on-screen characters as well as their off-screen persona, and he gave specific examples of George Clooney, Clint Eastwood and Will Smith. Except... he used "sexy" to describe Will ( Read more... )

The current shampoo I'm using did bad bad things to my hair (yikes!) so I'm hoping something else will help. So I asked my mom to buy a Herbal Essence shampoo for me from Johor, and when she asked which one I told something for damaged hair. She came back with 2 shampoos... one for long hair, one for coloured hair... and none for damaged hair. ( Read more... )

5 days to the first paper and I'm not even 10% done. I look at Kant and I groan out loud. I look at Rawls and I go wtf. I look at Nietzche... and the bed looks more tempting ( Read more... )

Reading up on Dark Water made me realise how much I used to enjoy reading about Japanese cinema, society and its culture. There's so much scholarly articles on this, from Japanese female speech (yes, females and males in Japan speak differently), Japanese women obsession with cosmetic to yaoi. Yes, yaoi. omg ( Read more... )