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HAPPY 2005!

i hope something new finally happens

it's coming, i can feel it

...so my drunk mother once said. yeah what's up with SF scenesters being even more boring than portland hepcats? forget it. hello early retirement and roomy jams. what ever happened to jams? puffy pants made out of bermuda short material? what since has beaten that? i ask you. so what's up with every time i pop a squat in a bar bathroom it ( Read more... )

it's a beautiful day, the sun is shining, my sister's 21st birthday, i get to exercise my new fake ID (hi, my name's amanda, i'm 22 har har), and in just 3 days i get to see Little Richard (keynote speaker of sxsw AND michelle's friend denise's crrray-zay uncle on a few full house episodes) IN PERSON. scream and die. scream. and. die ( Read more... )

oh ho ( Read more... )

jesus. it seems like everyone is going on with perpetuating dissapointments in their lives, and they accumulate and and maybe influence our overall disposition but we just adapt and keep on under unsatisfying circumstances. i'm really not satisfied, and i don't know many who are. and we just try to 'act natural' and maintain our life signs, and ( Read more... )

holy mod. i just slept all day, have to work in about an hour, but newyears night, which ended yesterday afternoon, sans any sleep, was one of the most surreal nights ever, and there weren't even many pills involved. it was one of the most self threatening (as in, non affirming) nights since i've been here also. after years of drinking and ( Read more... )

yeah, so i got this job at a little austin icecream place, and it's not bad, i make good tips, but i spend all day showing off my cute little ass and exposed backfat to the long long lines of people waiting for their chocolate cheesecake with marshmellows, candybars and bananas crushed in, while i'm digging away over these huge bins of icecream ( Read more... )

{putting another notch in my lipstick case} aaw yeah. i've just about got this town covered. last night was fun, i'm sure, but it was all such a drunken whirl. pills and powder and liquids of all strange sorts. i went to see gomez, kindof looking forward to going to a show solo, but i met basically my entire austin social circle there, didn't ( Read more... )

it's too rare that i realize how limited my mental exercises are, and how much people have to endure that i'll never experience. i've never known true fear, or terror; i've never been confronted with the potential for my own death, i've never faced sorrow to a scale of devastating extremes; i don't have to work despite an aching body to survive; ( Read more... )

so i finally found yves daoust's "anecdotes" today. i didn't mind dropping 17 dollars for 8 tracks, and emprieintes digitales has been really impressive as a label the more i hear of it. it's not as intstantly mind-blowing as it was in the state the i was the first time i heard it on KBOO so long ago, but i know if i sit with it i'll grow to love ( Read more... )