Comments | fake_progress: i wanna be the same as you.

fake_progress

i wanna be the same as you.

Oct 15, 2003 18:19

god. i feel so fucking alone. and i know yall told me and went on and on (32 comments worth) about how i'm not alone and i shouldn't feel the way i feel.. but i can't help it.

lately, everyone's been hooking up. and by everyone i mean everyone. and i feel so left out. actually, not left out, but more like there's something wrong with me. like ( Read more... )

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kinkyxkitty October 15 2003, 18:24:21 UTC

im not hooking up! but i feel exactly the same way. being lonely hurts so bad =(

fake_progress October 16 2003, 06:13:41 UTC

glad to know someone's in the same boat as i am. atleast you're not lying and saying "dont worry! it'll happen someday!" someday is a million years away. i dont know if i'll even make it to 'someday.'

paper_cut_lips October 15 2003, 19:24:41 UTC

*e-spits on you* .. my dear, those 30 some comments are true. no matter what, together with somebody or not, you'll still feel lonely. you'll find somebody soon. <3 don't worry.

fake_progress October 16 2003, 06:14:34 UTC

ive heard that a million times.

seres October 16 2003, 02:17:57 UTC

Sorry. No hook up here either. It's been that way for the last two years, so I can understand being lonely. I found that the less I tried to stop being so the alone, the less it bothered me. Maybe sometimes you just need some down time to think and find new direction--which to me, just meant to find more distractions. But, I do have to agree that most great and wonderful things arrive when they're unexpected. Punctuality is a bitch; spice things up a bit. Dine Mexicano!

♥Paul♥

fake_progress October 16 2003, 06:46:36 UTC

haha. i guess you're right. oh and punctuality IS a bitch. things are said to me at the worst possible times. heh.

yes. mexican. i want plantains!

tank_katie_mew October 16 2003, 13:04:03 UTC

as i said before, i know you might want a boyfriend/girlfriend more than you want to like yourself right now... but before you get into a relationship you really need to be happy with who you are in general.

and nikki, i know you don't really know me too extremely well, but i didn't say a single thing to you that i didn't feel 100%. I've gotten to the point in my life where I'm telling people the truth 24-7, even if it does mean it's going to hurt them. I'd wrather hurt people honestly than comfort them with lies. If I didn't, then I'd be just like what I truly hate: The American Government.

fake_progress October 18 2003, 10:28:09 UTC

awwr. you're a true friend ms. penn