it's as if something is trying to get crammed in my head and something is trying to escape all at once ( Read more... )

"it's nice to have so many people around because when i want to talk i can, but that's not always what i want ( Read more... )

i can't do it anymore ( Read more... )

you make me feel invinsable 
you make me feel like hell
you make me feel like i just won
a losing battle.

six months.
that's all it took for me to realize every side of every story
i've ever been a part of.

i can't make people forgive and i can't make people love.
i can't make people accept my mistakes 
even when they aren't in the line of fire.

one month.
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don't you want me baby;
don't you want me oohhhh

find me someone more amazing.
i dare you...

i find it kind of funny ( Read more... )

we're all falling fast
but it kind of feels amazing.
perhaps we're meant to crash and bump.

there's only us
there's only this
forget regret
or life is yours to miss

they're really doing it.
he's moving out.
& it all hit me last night.
i cried myself to sleep.

i wish it were a dream.

dear world,
i fucked up again.
i liked him alot...
now he thinks i'm a stupid drunk girl.

my name is courtney and i never let myself stay happy.