What to say... what to say.  There has been so much unwanted drama coming from my relationship with Katie recently, that it makes me wonder if we both crave it secretly.  Little things have been adding up to big things lately.  Something as small as throwing out a piece of trash instead of leaving it lying around has been pissing me off.  Making ( Read more... )

I upset her tonight.  I hurt her emotionally, and I don't even remember saying those words to her.  I reminded her of her bad family life.  I didn't know how to talk to her calmly.  I didn't know how to own up to what I said.

I ran away.

I prayed for a car accident.

My prayer wasn't answered.

Maybe tomorrow.

I tend to write more often when my emotions get the best of me.  Not this time.  I've been challenged to write about something happy or upbeat.  I'm very content right now, and even a little excited.  Excited that I have an opportunity to have my girlfriend jump into the same incredible dorky hobby with me!  Excited that Christmas is coming soon.  ( Read more... )

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I don't even feel remotely like sleeping ( Read more... )