the storm last night was so fitting to the mood I was in...

I love thunderstorms sometimes

I hate myself a lot of the time.

I need to learn to love myself a little more..

maybe that will fix things.

I feel like my eyes are going to fall out of my head.

but I feel to run down to sleep.. does that even make sense?

I really hate these moods I get into, I think its the weather. grey days make me feel grey as well.

coldplay is the perfect music right now.

lately, although I have been having a blast, my moods have been less than stable. I am so completely stressed out about so many things, I have trouble sleeping some nights. there are about 5 or more things stressing me out as of lately ( Read more... )

things I learned this weekend ( Read more... )

I don't want to be a girl hater...

but they have the worst intentions... ugh

so.. things are good, not a lot is different ( Read more... )

I'm buying my first bmx bike today.. just in time for the nice weather, I'm really excited.. its a pretty inexpensive bike but I think I'm going to have a blast learning to handle it.

so this weekend was a blast. It wasn't how it was originally supposes to be. Helen and Hillary were suppose to join us, but it ended up being Matty, Mike and Matt's friend Tim who was awesome. we left friday morning to get to Toronto, I think we got there pretty quickly, or maybe it just felt that way. We put all our shit in our hotel room, which ( Read more... )

I like how when things are going so well and your surrounded by good people and having great times....

theres always someone there to bring you down and make you feel like shit.