I had a lovely day today, despite the fact that I had to spend the afternoon at the dental school getting a root canal. My doctor is very fast and gentle (and kind of cute. I think he was hitting on me...) I spent my evening making Spanish tapas, listening to Flamenco on Pandora, watching "Chocolat" and planning my garden for this year ( Read more... )

So many things have been swirling around in my head. I'm having trouble focusing! Thank God I found a planner today while I was cleaning. I am happy because my apartment is ... CLEAN ( Read more... )

Tonight, whilst the thoughts of sleep swirled ever nearer to my head, I realized I didn't have my medicine that I had picked up yesterday at the drug store. Frantically I searched my room, my purse, the kitchen, the bathroom, the living room. I tore my car apart (in the snow/rain). I prayed and prayed that God would help me remember where I put ( Read more... )

Tonight, I sit with my lover in the candlelight, the moonlight ( Read more... )

I'm taking a week absence from Facebook. It kind of consumes my life, and that's just REALLY sad, so I thought I'd take a break. That means I'll probably post a little more on here ( Read more... )

I just found out earlier this evening (while I was at work) that my mom has some internal bleeding. They're not sure where exactly but she has lots of tests tomorrow. No one knows how bad it is. Despite the fact that I wanted to go home tonight, I did not think driving by myself in the dark in the snowy mountains of Pennsylvania to be a very ( Read more... )

i can't believe the amount of work i've been missing. i NEVER call out of work, and i have twice in the past month. once for a very serious stomach flu, and yesterday and today (counts as one call out) because... well, my meds are messed up. this hasn't happened in at least 4 years. i went to the doctors on friday and we decided to up my dosage ( Read more... )

i feel so completely and utterly disjointed from other human beings as of late. i don't feel like i'm connecting with anyone, and i feel so horribly guilty that i've lost touch with so many of my friends through the years, people that i was REALLY close to at one point in time. it makes me feel like a bad person. i see a lot of these people on ( Read more... )

things i'm tired of ( Read more... )

i wonder exactly how it got to be the middle of november. where did all this time go? i feel like each year i forget what exactly happens that particular month. is november always rainy and cold with some indian summer days in between? is it always so hard to take the time change? are all the trees covered in bursts of color, only to wake up ( Read more... )