kind of crazy how the last time I posted was when I was moving out of my favorite apartment. 6 months ago. strange. now i'm doing a big move (job and house) and am pretty stressed about it, but not nearly as bad as last time and in different ways. i'm looking at it as a challenge this time around, plus i'm moving to an up and coming ( Read more... )

Well some wonderful friends really pulled through for me and I got the majority of my stuff into storage today. I had to call out of work, I just couldn't get it all done. Tomorrow I work and then I'm going to spend the evening packing and packing and packing... then Friday morning is PITTSBURGH!!! I'm so ridiculously excited. It's taken a ( Read more... )

I can't believe this day has come, but I believe I have lost faith in humanity. I have to move all of my stuff and no one to help me. The people that would help me live far away. Or they work during the week and I do not therefore I have to move on a weekday. If this was college, I'd have 400 people to help me move at the drop of a hat. Say ( Read more... )

Just when you think it can't possibly get worse than it already is...

My life is completely crumbling around me and I don't know what to do.

I will take no man unless he feels exactly like this about me ( Read more... )

All of my college friends have gotten married or are getting married or engaged, having babies, buying houses and sensible cars, getting adult jobs and "settling down", forgoing any of their own dreams or hopes for their life as they knew it ( Read more... )

I feel so insanely and incredibly alone today. I'm afraid I may be single the rest of my life and I don't know how I feel about it. Every time I think something might actually be there (a spark, a glint, a connection) it seems to fizzle out. I wonder how often I pretend something is there just to make me feel better about myself ( Read more... )

I seem to absolutely hate everything today. Not even Neil Young could pull me from this funk. I feel as though I want a new life. It's a complicated thought.

Hello there Marylanders! Anyone who does a bit of gardening, do you know where I can get some good compost? I have an organic garden so I would prefer the compost to be the same. Also, any locally owned garden centers around? I live just southwest of the city but I'm willing to travel a bit.