you could basically say that last night was the best night ever. enough said.

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fuck it last night was the best night ever. im serious most fun i've had in a long time. fucking best girls ever: rach, noelle, megz, laura & sara. i could not have gotten more sick & drank anymore but it was still fun as fuck. craig my husband stopped by & too bad i was too fucked up to notice really. haha, but its okay. IM GOING TO MISS HIM SO ( Read more... )

everyday i am in the best mood, like i always have the best days lately. and then i see things like this: HANgin with my ERIN AND MY JESSICA YAY!!! im so lucky and amanda is comein over in i think 5 mins ugg im lucky 4some in MIKEeB's HUGE BED the ladies want and LOVE ME. on mike's away message. and it ruins everything. i wish i didn't ever love ( Read more... )

this weekend has been amazing. usa cup has been so fun, even though i got injured it was still amazing. i can't help but think about how craig is leaving, and i may never see him again. it's seriously horrible, like today after the game he gaves us on of his famous speeches, and i seriously started tearing up. he's been such an amazing coach, and ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do. i'm so confused about everything. finally i thought i had things figured out. i've been so happy for so long. no crying for months and months, sleeping fine again, just being a better person. and then it all ends, and i don't know what to do. i can't change it it's out of my hands. i wish i could just be happy, be single ( Read more... )

Sorry I havent written in like 3947239874 years. I guess I had just been trying to get my life back on track. I guess it sort of is. I mean I am happy and that is really all I wanted ( Read more... )

i've decided obsessions rule my life, and that is the cause of everything.

Sometimes I say life doesn't matter anymore, but then I think did it ever? I decided words don't mean shit. There is no word that can match a single feeling, and who are we to say what something means? No one can say what love is, what pain is, what truth is, what trust is, and what compassion is. I feel like it's up to me to change my life. I know ( Read more... )