rewind

[fakingitall]

I've never really wanted a time machine before, but I so desperately wish I had one now. If I did, I would go back to September 19, 2005 and change everything. My life is pretty much consisting of "what if" and "if I had only done this" these days. I keep kicking myself in the ass because I can't do anything else but regret the way I was and the

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[mizzpurr1]

it doesnt get easier, if you fight it, all hell breaks loose, if you try to ignore it, you go insane.
theres no escape...
sorry, but it is the truth, eventually maybe things will start to fade, but almost doubtfully if you or him dont leave, or never talk again...
thats how it is with me,
i dont know if other people are like that,
but thats what happens....for years too... it can last so long.

[fakingitall]

I know what you mean. I'm so scared that I'll never fall out of love with him. We were supposed to be together forever.

[mizzpurr1]

i didnt mean to be a bith or anything,m immm real drunk right now so i dunno. i didnt mean to make u feel bad... ur prolly alot stronger than me so youll prolly be ok... but.... if ur like me, then ur fucked... if alisia actually left or dies, id me so screwed... werid things r happenin right now... i dunno

[archon_dash]

Well I don't know what to tell ya...
Ya gotta be willing to do it
And you have to want to move on in order to do so
Clinging on to old memories won't help
The best you can do is just move on
What I did
But as the avatar goes
I won again!