so much has gone on..
but i dont feel like going into it..
myspace took over..
i should rip evrything off here and move it.
eeeh.
people should stop wanting to kill themselves... as well as myself.

missy and i broke up, a while ago, i dont care tho, not really now. she fucked some guy named gary...should have seen that coming ( Read more... )

aaaa. i feel siiicckk! so tired. i dunno man. things are good. weird writing in here again. im just bored waiting for missy to get dressed so we can leave. i dunno why i feel so sick. i wanna like eat healthier, i wish i didnt eat as much, maybe ill stop again. aahhh tiredness. missys mom is funny. shes so weird. i guess any mom is weird. sick sick ( Read more... )

ok, so i dont have any pictures.... but anyways... i have a new girlfriend. i dunno what to say about her. i guess i start with the basic info. her name is missy, shes not short, but not as tall as me. i knew her when i knew alisia, she used to live by us and we hung out all the time. never knew id date her. shes not an easy girlfriend, but shes ( Read more... )

bought new pants today. i think i must have lost some weight or somthing because ive never been able to fit into EVERYTHING i bring into the dressing room. i was like, i doubt im going to fit into any of these, but i did!!! in every single pair! yaaayy, and i leave for spain in exactly 38 hours. sweet. alisia is still being dumb, ruining her life, ( Read more... )

i dont know what to say. i cant deal with any of this much longer ( Read more... )

you all saw this coming.
just wait and youll see its happened.
i have no controll over what happens to me.
i dont know where ill be...
if ill even be...
just wait...
and see..
we'll just see.

damn fucking shit...
perspectives rapidly change....
im thinking i should try and just get us out of this drama, because i think it may only escialte...
im scared...
of so many things...
this isnt good.

i lost it today. i couldnt take anymore and i just lost it, i went nuts n just lost it. screaming and stuff. i hate this. i cant fucking take this. im so depressed. im just fucked, i cant take this.
im so screwed.
i just want to be ok but its not going to happen.

YOU KNOW WHAT. FUCK THIS. IM GOING DOWN, AND IM NOT GOING DOWN WITHOUT BRINGING AS MANY FUCKING BITCHES AS I CAN WITH ME ( Read more... )