More often now I sit back and think, "What the fuck happened?" I used to be very friendly. I had so many friends and then one day I woke up and had none. I love Jay to death, but even he agrees that I can't spend all my time and energy on him. I need at least that one special friend that I can talk to and have fun with and just be retarded with. ( Read more... )

I got a pet rat from Jay for my birthday. Her name is Fiona and she is adorable.

Sometimes I just wish someone would walk up to me and say, "Hey. Here's your purpose in life. Here's what you're supposed to be doing on this planet." And then they would tell me. And I would have a revelation and everything would be serene and lovely. Best I can figure out, I'm just here to love and try to make a little bit of difference in any ( Read more... )

Not much going on lately...well...not much that I care to talk about. Started birth control like a week ago. That's been fun. I am now capable of being an enormous bitch at random moments. GREAT fun. I dropped my Spanish class because it was a drag. So now I feel like a slacker only taking two classes, but whatever. I like being lazy for a change. ( Read more... )

Having a hangover in class while on your period and having cramps is killer. I wanted to slit my teacher's throats today just so they would shut up. More fun times: I lost my wallet today so I'm driving around illegally. That's going to be fun to replace. But yeah, I'm surprisingly not in a bad mood in spite of it all. So that's good I guess.

Wow, I've gotten really lazy with this thing. Not much has happened in the last month since I've updated. Started school again. Yay. Only 3 classes this semester and thankfully two of them are ridiculously easy. I have my first ever appointment with a gynecologist on Wednesday. Should be fun. Yeah right. Um...not much else going on in my life. Well ( Read more... )

I backed my car into a tree last night. Busted tail light, a big ass dent, some scratches and tree bark is about all that happened. Mom's not too pissed, but she hasn't looked at my car yet. So when she does, wish me luck that I won't get killed.

Fucking car is broken again. I have to get a new battery. Just got a new axle, recently got new tires. Fucking hubcaps keep jumping off too. Grr. Basically I'm just bithcing because I can't pick Jay up from work in the morning. Which really sucks. But I'll be ok.

So fucking happy. But bored out of my damn mind.

I hate being disappointed.