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not again
What is it with me? I am a hypocrtie, and I cannot understand why I am that way. I know the difference between right and wrong, but I refuse to obide by the rules. I did it again, I had another one night stand. It's an easy way to get what I want without having to worry about making him happy later. I won't have to worry about where he is at, ( Read more... ) -
as one night stands go...
Ryan and I have been long over. We broke up while I was drunk one night, about a month ago. I guess it's been a while since I've written. Ryan was supposed to be a one night stand from the begining, but somehow, he and I became more than that, if only for a month. I was minding my own business last night. Katie had gone up North and I was ( Read more... ) -
bitch, bitch, you are a little....
I am home from work, and I'm so happy about that because today was a very long day. Daniel picked me up from work, because simply put: He's the damn shit! I talked to my baby last night, and I need to quit my paranoid bullshit, seriously. He's not mad at me at all. He's just been sick, and broke apparently. He dosen't need to spend money to ( Read more... ) -
"painting" a picture of smiles!
I just back back from M.L.E's. She dooped me into helping her paint her bathroom. I went to Target and Meijer with her, which sucked, but I was doing nothing anyway, so it wasn't too bad. I had to paint the ceiling, and then got spackle in my eye. It hurt really bad. I had the day off today, and did nothing until I went running errands with M. ( Read more... ) -
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wide awake too early
I never used to be up and brighteyed this early in the morning until I got my new job. There's no way I could sleep until 11am today. It must be due to the fact that I get up at 4am everyday that I work now. I have today off, even though it's Monday, which is actually kind of nice. I'm pretty sure my boss Laura will let me pick up more hours a ( Read more... ) -
Sunday Afternoon!
Last night was good...because I got to see Ryan. He was a bit tipsy when he got here, and I felt bad that he drove, but I'm glad I got to see him. I've been in a really good mood all day today. Katie's at work, and I'm glad I've got tomorrow off, too. Then it's back to work bright and early on Tuesday. Ryan was on this deep level last night, ( Read more... ) -
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It's really early right now, but I can't sleep anymore. I was supposed to see my boyfriend last night, but I didn't so, hopefully I'll see him later tonight. Who knows...I don't know man, I haven't seen him in like a week, and I miss him a lot. As soon as I see him later, I'm going to kiss 'im. My new job is going very well. I have today and ( Read more... ) -
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feeling icky!!
I don't feel so well this morning. My head hurts, and I'm coughing a lot because I am trying to quit smoking. I didn't get to see my baby yesterday, but he got a tattoo on his right arm, and I'm excited about seeing it. He said that I am going to think it's hot, but anything Ryan does is hot, so he's probably right. He called me like 10 times ( Read more... )