so here i am in my foster home. i really like it. good people, ya know? anyway my foster mom's daughter is in from college and she i think kinda brings everybody together or something. usually we dont see each other but tomight we are all packed in the kitchen watching law and order and talking about her cooking. good times. so this year is going ( Read more... )

i think i should clear up anymisunderstanding that the words below are mine. it is one of my faveorite ani difranco songs, not an original poem. sorry for confusion, and that i didn't label it as such before now. my b
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sunday morning ( Read more... )

so i am back in d-town. well not really but in pittsboro, so close enough. the plan (to my limited knowledge) goes as follows; i am waiting for the rest of the weekend for a meeting with a "case manager" who will place me in a "group home". after a certian amount of time i will prove to "important people" that i am ready to start an "independant ( Read more... )

for some reason i really feel like i need to write about this beautiful, influential black woman. i got really sad when i heard she passed away and i dont really know why. i never felt a special bond with her and i was never the cliche and picked her as my hero for black history month in elementary school, but still now i feel like a really special ( Read more... )

so i am goin' home. well that term i dont really use loosly, but for now, home. back to nc for me but for now i dont have any more time...
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i totally posted another entry but i cant find it. dude california is fucking awesome. the place i am staying at is off the hook. ilove all my roomates. since weed might as well be legal here, everybody smokes it like tobacco. like no joke, you'll be walking down the street or through the park and a big wiff of pot smoke smacks you in the face. ( Read more... )

gotta keep things on the dl for right now, although i think i fucked up and unfortunatly forgot that cell phones have caller id and area code gives away location. called the wrong person but i will hope for the best. i hate that people worry so much about me now. like where were they worried when i was saying that i hated my life and my situation? ( Read more... )

fun to look back at the summer and like say wow i remember writing that but then again it's like so different now that it almost doesnt apply. i mean shit is still the same but ya know, more complicated. like how i could so be gone right now (and kind of am at the moment) if it wasnt for field hockey. dont get me wrong, i love it more than most ( Read more... )

have you ever had that teacher that just changes your life and you wish they could be with you forever? well my freshman year english teacher just emailed me and we are gunna get together on sunday for lunch and i couldn't be more thrilled. seriously! she is one of those people who just makes you want to be a good person so that you deserve the ( Read more... )